We have all felt the hurt, the pain the betrayals. However I always find a way to make them out as mere fables.
Seek professional help and trust a stranger, share your darkest secrets with a psychological “re-arranger”.
But I prefer to trust a person’s spirit, not a certain look or credential, because who can be worthy of my trust? Who can measure up to my potential?
Maybe I am crazy, a freak that is mental, maybe it is okay to feel like a rental?
So I became numb, a devil without a cause, an emotional wreck full of junk parts in my garage.
Years of collecting and no where near curating, a Smithsonian of feelings in no particular order. A psychological disarray, a spiritual hoarder.
A self-diagnosis is what I have found, from a foundation of love which was on holy ground.
The antidote was love in any shape and or form and to gravitate there to allow me to mourn.
We all possess love, even though we feel rejected, because love is still love even though it’s misdirected.
So if I can offer you hope in this very moment, to always trust love as a sacrifice for our atonement.
The scriptures are true that we have loved darkness over light, but it’s still love that has drawn us not power or might.
So allow me to save you from paying for your cure, it’s a heart of love that we desire that must be willing to mature.
So if love guides our way or leads us astray, God is always love and He would not have it any other way.
Like children, a life lived without not even one label, a life lived blind to the knowledge of good or evil.
A life like a song which is beyond right or wrong, a life that is full of faith, hope and love is where we all belong.
The good and the evil, both can draw people to Christ, but why is it often the darkness that brings people to light?
Sadly the answers we search lie already in our heart, it’s just our inability to be still and reverend is what keeps us apart.
Received a quote from a friend, like how a dog waits for crumbs. . .
“We only dwell on the bad memories in life, because we lack the faith to create better ones.”
So what I give here remains without cost or fair price, because all debts have been paid through our Lord Jesus Christ.
– Ray Evangelista